"X" is NOT violence

No, "X" is not violence. Only violence is violence.

Recently I was reading an article I came across in which a gender-confused person (I'm not sure which way) declared that her chosen pronouns were "they" and "them," and, more important for us - to call her by other ones, including the one we would all normally use, was "violence."

Yes, under the rules that the new fascists would have, to call someone by their biologically correct pronoun is violent. This shouldn't surprise anyone who has read Orwell's 1984.  Nor anyone who wondered why Antifa claims it is (and names itself) anti-fascist, when they are plainly fascists, trying to assert their law or just control on the rest of us by violent means (and, it seems, based on racial reasons to the degree we can not separate them from BLM).

And, this author's insistence that to use a correct pronoun "them" (why plural, I wonder) disfavors is "violence" is not new recently either. We are told by the new radicals that disagreeing with them on race issues or to just say All Lives Matter, is racist and violent. I don't think I will ever get past that one - saying All Lives Matter - is racist to them.

But, this is not just something to laugh at. "X" is violence has a purpose. You see violence normally renders self-defense viable, and self-defense is a violent - but permissible act. Leave aside that it seems that some people, including those in governments in our own formerly free country have decided that self-defense is not available to whites accosted by blacks,  at least to some degree. It's not an exaggeration at all, as, for example, they say that George Zimmerman and Wilson were murderers for taking the lives of Trayvon Martin and Michael Brown, both of whom attacked them, and they were essentially exonerated - Zimmerman after a trial and Wilson after federal investigation). And they should have been if you care not about skin color, but facts.

In other words, by saying "X" - saying whatever they don't like - is violence, gives them the right to attack you physically. It hardly seems to matter to so many now that first amendment rights means we had to accept that people could say things that were offensive to us and they had to accept that what we say may be offensive to them. Ironically, it was primarily the left, over many generations, that brought about the victory of first amendment proponents. Now, they want to use what they call hate speech as a weapon. And hate speech means, essentially, speech they don't like, usually because it ruins their narrative or hurts their feelings, even if it is true. So, it enables them even to block speakers they disagree with from speaking by violent means, as has been done many times (almost always to right-wing speakers - some who I would agree are idiots, some they just disagree with and other's they just lie about - Charles Murray comes to mind - the last thing The Bell Curve was, was racist, which you'd know if you actually read it.

What's to be done? All we can do is speak out, support the police and demand our politicians speak out against it. And, I know people are afraid. So few people are reading this that I'm probably in no danger from saying this. But, if I argued this to a crowd of BLM or Antifa, what do you think would happen? Or if they just happened upon this. And people get fired or cut off from friends just for differing with opinions. So, many of my friends have told me that they are just shutting up, except among people they trust, of course. 

Unfortunately, one of the downsides of fascism is that when it gains power, as it might under a Joe Biden presidency, people may start to rat each other out. We see it in communist, fascist, theocratic or totalitarian countries. Why not here?

It's all fun and games until someone gets hurt. ""X" is Violence" sounds harmless, until someone gets hurt. And it has already begun to happen.

All Lives Matter!

Letter to a BLM Friend

PREFACE

I have written and re-written this blogpost, trying, foolishly, to keep up with the absurd rhetoric, destruction and killing. It is impossible given other things to do in life.  And, though I would like to write about other things, right now, at this time in our history, I feel it would be cowardly to ignore what was going on and just be safe. So, I will continue on about the disaster known as Black Lives Matter ("BLM"), the opposite of which, let me tell you, is not that black lives don't matter, but that All Lives Matter. 

Had I any large numbers of readers (literally counted on one, occasionally, two hands) and any advertisers, and I could be boycotted, I'd say - go ahead and boycott me - but All Lives Matter, All Lives Matter, All Lives Matter. Because we need to take a stand against the coming fascism.

I think, instead of a shotgun approach like last time, I will just write a letter to a friend who feels that what is going on is "exceptional":

"Dear . . . ,

We've known each other a long, long time. I still believe that you are one of the kindest, nicest people I know, who just wants to help people. But, I also know that you are lost in the beliefs of our left tribe, which has gone off the deep end.

I'm sure you feel it is exceptional because no doubt your side is winning. The radicals have so altered the balance of power that the D moderates - and, there are still some on the left who do not want violence and revenge (for what, we all wonder) they cannot even speak rationally without almost instant ex-communication - probably being fired (or suspended indefinitely or the like - all the same thing really), if they are in education, big business, government or media, just for saying something like - "well, of course all lives really do matter," or "looting is wrong," or "things have gone too far."  Someone in their department would say the new magic words - "I don't feel safe," and they'd be canceled. Probably lose a lot of friends too. I know they do this because people on all sides have told me this except for those driving the buggy right now, the far left. So, they shut up. Unfortunately, this is how fascism happens, you know.

As to you, you should know better. You are educated and have read enough to know what you are doing, what you are advocating is not only wrong, but, in your words - murderous. But, you are now blind to it. If Drew Brees (not sure you know who he is) and all the toppled heads of businesses, even founders of businesses, have taught us anything, is that in the new racism, you cannot have a contrary opinion. You cannot hint at moderation.

I'll go further. People who are completely opposed to your friends, the new fascists, are also intimidated. And the bulk of the news media so lies to the country, or keeps news from it, that many friends I know just hate Trump (I always admit, I don't like him very much) and don't even know what is going on. Frequently I am told by them . . . but, David, I have never heard of such things in the news (they almost always watch CNN, MSNBC, WAPO and read the New York Times, all of which are now active parts of the revolution).

You and I don't talk about to one another about what's going on or state our opinions, when we speak, so that we can still be friends, but it is getting harder and harder. Honestly, I'd rather not call you a fascist, but that's certainly who you support. I can almost hear you in the 1930s telling me not to worry, when Hitler takes power, all the violence will come to an end and he will be controlled by the real powers, the moderate folks. Uh huh. Well, it doesn't happen the same way twice, but it is all based on lies, violence, racism, seeking power and often have many similar attributes, like the control of the news and an enemy to personalize (here, Trump and "white supremacists."

In any event, I know what you think not only from past conversations, but also because I've read some of your Facebook posts that people send me in disbelief, and I would love to respond to you as a proxy for all those who think like you, because BLM is not only a racist and terrorist movement, even if being accepted in mass just as the Nazis were by so many, but is a movement based on lies almost in every particular, from that Trayvon Martin was murdered to that cops want to kill blacks.

You would never want that, right? But, you close your eyes right now to the many dead and maimed, and call it exceptional.

Yes, I read your comment a few weeks after George Floyd was killed - everyone I know, including haters of BLM and Antifa agree it sure looks like he was murdered (can't wait for the excuse) - where you said that what has happened in our country was "exceptional." Exceptional! I asked someone to write in my name - "What do you think was more 'exceptional' - that someone shot Shay Mikalonis, a 29 year old cop, in the head so that he is paralyzed from the neck down and can't even speak - or that they gunned down David Dorn, a retired police caption, so that he's now dead - because he was doing the unthinkable and trying to protect his friend's property from looters?

Do you know that people I asked who are on facebook won't do it for me, even referencing that it was my question, because they literally - literally - worry that your friends would show up at their house. Isn't that great? I have to wonder if it makes you, who has always been a gentle soul, feel powerful now that your people are getting to force their will on others? I know, you will say that your friends are peaceful protesters, right? Please. BLM/Antifa is peaceful when you obey.

You would think you and your friends would not find Dorn's death exceptional because he was black - so his life should have mattered, according to your mantra. But, in reality, BLM should really be BLWSOBOFM - Black Lives Who Support our Brand of Fascism Matter. Because, you know, all those people in your exceptional world who are dead in Chicago, New York, Seattle and many other places from gunfire, including some older and younger people going about their business - are most likely a majority of black and/or Hispanic (I know you personally care about Hispanics, but if I were you, I wouldn't say that to the wrong friends). Going to blame these deaths on cops too? Or Trump? The cops are fighting like crazy trying to save all lives, which is what cops mostly do - save lives.

These are the same people we cheered because they risked their lives running into the Towers and  who the gangs (and BLM and Antifa are now the two biggest and well-funded gangs in the country - probably ever) across the country are trying to defund. Really, who do you think wants cops defunded except criminals or those who want power unregulated by law? Gangs. Corrupt politicians. I bet Al Capone and the KKK would have loved to have seen the police defunded too. If there are no cops in the city, or they've been handcuffed, I guess no one can stop Hawk Newsome or AOL, can they.

I don't even know how many people, black, white, Asian, Hispanic whatever . . .  are literally dead because of you and your friends thinking this is exceptional. At least to some degree, the blood of all these people (you can just count the black people if that suits the new racism) is on your hands, as if you pulled the triggers. You helped motivate them, demonized cops - the only ones who could save them other than themselves - and you got what you wanted. Good for you and your friends. Some dead cops, many hurt or resigned, and so many others dead or maimed you would think you'd care about.

By the way, because it is the nature of your movement to call everyone racist (including you calling yourself racist - I've heard you, because you are a white man - which is laughable), I must say, despite the great increase in hatred and racism you've participated in, I certainly don't hate black people or blame them for all of this. I don't hate anyone because of their skin color or ethnicity. But, I do hate BLM, Antifa and all those inspired by them, or who just feel free now to murder, loot, light fires, etc. I don't hear you mention them.

For all I know, this movement is not even mostly black people, because every video I see of mayhem and mobs and other lunatics running around is filled with what I can only describe as idiot white kids. Well, young people are just ignorant regardless of skin color. One of the dumbest ideas that comes from the left is the idea that we should follow young people in politics. Seriously, are you all nuts? Why do you think we have to educate kids? If a kid suggests it, it's a good sign it's not well thought out.

Unfortunately, educating them is becoming impossible too because of you and your friends, who have been proselytizing to them for a long time now in the radical mentality, and many of them are taught that they are victims too. And now they too are the victims of themselves, because the ones rioting and breaking glass, even killing people, probably aren't getting real good educations or, if they have them, are so lost, it doesn't matter.

I will get no joy that if your side is successful, you will actually also probably become a victim of their friends, who will come for you too, because you are the wrong color or religion (you really think they are not going to turn on all those Jews supporting them, or the gays either? Good luck). This is what fascists do, my friend; they turn on their own. If you don't think so, do some reading about the French Revolution (about which your friends seem so fond) or the Nazis. It didn't turn out real well for Hitler or Robespierre or their mobs either. Not only did they kill each other right and left, as well as those they saw as their enemies, but they eventually lost.

I'd like to think that eventually that will happen again, but after how much bloodshed? My death (ironically, I am protected for now only in that so few people read this)? Your death? Our families' deaths? Would that be exceptional to you? Or would you say the old standard, well, sacrifices have to be made. I wonder if one of your children were at risk from a mob, if you'd change your mind. Or tell them that it may be wrong, but you understand why they are doing it (as you've told me before). The truth is, not that anyone on that side would recognize the truth if it was right in front of them, it is already beyond a tragedy, a hundred times the tragedy of George Floyd, because his life is not worth more than all the others who have died or been maimed, made comatose, saw their life's dream or job go up in flames - because of you and your friends.

Now I know you are an educated person, who at least at one time did read about the Nazis and the French Revolution. You seemed to read a lot of history. But now it seems you completely buy the new history, the Orwellian history re-written daily to fit the movement's narrative.

How do I know that? I also read your post on the Museum of Natural History wanting to take down the statue of Theodore Roosevelt. Your post spoke about your own evolution into realizing how many his "victims" TR hurt. Are you kidding? Do you not know his history or has your going to BLM meetings wiped out any sense of perspective, of understanding that cultures evolve over time, and that we can't judge people from prior eras by the mores of today. Some call it presentism.

One of the other dumb thinks that the new "woke" or "cancel culture" wants, is to wipe out any memory of racism (except theirs). They want to do that by destroying any history that reminds them of the victimhood they have gleefully grabbed and wrapped around themselves.

I'm sure you have read a book or two on TR and must have forgotten what you read, so suffer through this friendly lecture, even it insults you to suggest you don't know something -

Do you not realize that TR was the first successful progressive president? That he was the first president to legitimize unions in 1902, mediating between management and labor in a coal strike to avoid a costly social war? Or is that why he is a bad guy to you and your friends now - he wanted to avoid civil strife?

Was he a racist by today's standards? Absolutely. Do you think Abraham Lincoln, who wanted all blacks to go to Liberia and said that blacks were inferior and he wouldn't want his sister to marry one, that their slavery was preferable to a breakup of the union, and other things along those lines, would not today be deemed a horrible racist - a monster (of course, wouldn't surprise me if you supported taking down the Lincoln Monument). I'm sure they will try. I understand they (your idiot friends in San Francisco) tore down a Grant statue, and you have to wonder what idiotic train of thought led to that. Did they think he led the Confederate Army?

But, are you also not aware that the year before he resolved the coal crisis, despite the firestorm it caused, TR invited Booker T. Washington, then the most famous black leader, and his family to dine at the White House, the first time this happened since John Adams (and that was only the black wife of a white diplomat, who was the actual guest), and that TR had made the same gesture while Governor of New York. The point is not that - well, of course he should invite them; what's wrong with it? The point is that it wasn't done then - it was unheard of, because we did have a racist society.

I'm going to have to guess that you didn't learn or at least forgot that TR was also profusely thanked by the other most famous black leader of the early part of the 20th century, W. E. B. Dubois, after TR, now out of White House, because TR stood up against the horrifying riot that led to the death of at least dozens of blacks (many more injured), in St. Louis, Missouri.

In fact, TR shook his fist under the nose of Samuel Gompers who blamed the blacks for taking white jobs and yelled that murder was murder regardless of skin color (I paraphrase). What other powerful white leaders so condemned racial violence?

Do you know these things? Do you care? Probably not, because all you seem to hear now is the drumbeat of BLM and their Antifa brown shirts (I know, you think they are fighting fascism - please) and what Dubois was saying, what TR was saying, in essence, was - all lives matter. And that you and your friends will not have. Ruins the narrative, right?

Why would G. Washington Carver and W. E. B. Dubois thank or dine with TR? Maybe we should destroy all references to them?

You want to destroy something with a racist history? Instead of a statue of a great American president, who was far less racist than others of his day, how about the New York Times? Read up on how racist the New York Times was against blacks for most of its storied past (again, I know you should know this -probably would be insulted I'm suggesting you don't; but you act like you don't know it). Don't stop at the white-washed examples the Times itself gave when virtue signaling (I think you know what that is) about what they did, but the horrible things they've said about blacks over the years. Just as one good example, look what they wrote about the first black heavyweight champion, Jack Johnson (who was railroaded and sent to prison, essentially for marrying a white woman). Why can you forgive the New York Times for far worse racism than Roosevelt was ever guilty of, and not him? I'll tell you why. Because the Times is selling the same perverted narrative you and your friends are, so, they get a pass. By the way, you know what president finally pardoned (the long-dead) Jack Johnson? Not the first black president (he, along with Carter and Clinton found time to pardon some terrorists for votes, but not Johnson, who actually deserved it, even if it's posthumous). Donald Trump did.

I will go on to another Facebook post of your I recently saw that said - "So many times in past decades I've been horrified to think what it must be like to walk around black, having to think about being harmed or worse having your children harmed or killed because of your blackness. More horrified during the past couple of years, months and weeks. I can never really understand. This article brought me closer maybe and to tears. It's terrible people have to live with racism. Homocidal (sic) racism. More than terrible."

Honestly, I can't believe the stuff you write. It is hard for me to believe that a rational person (never mind one I know is well-read) of any ethnic or religious or political group could write that, unless they are in a protective shell and read and watch only the approved propaganda media.

Well, no doubt there is racism. Of course, there is racism. We are humans, we have prejudices, and often they are unfair and sometimes murderous. No rational mildly educated person doesn't know that blacks suffered hundreds of years of horrific and yes, "murderous" racism. They were hardly alone. Virtually every group has suffered from some form of racism. I remind you that some of my and your family members were likely, at some point, serfs in the Russian Empire until it was ended just before the Civil War was fought here. But, no other identifiable group in our country that I can see has suffered in the same way as blacks did, except American Indians, who were practically wiped out over the course of centuries, and still suffer the ramifications of it too.

But, you do know that that was then and this is now? You do now our world changed and in our lifetime? I didn't have to change. I was raised on Martin Luther King, Jr. and the horrors of Jim Crow. But, don't believe me. Believe President Obama who said more than once something (one example):

"Let’s start with the big picture. By almost every measure, this country is better, and the world is better, than it was 50 years ago, 30 years ago, or even eight years ago. Leave aside the sepia tones of the 1950s, a time when women, minorities, and ­people with disabilities were shut out of huge parts of American life. Just since 1983, when I finished college, things like crime rates, teen pregnancy rates, and poverty rates are all down. Life expectancy is up. The share of Americans with a college education is up too. Tens of mil­lions of Americans recently gained the security of health insurance. Blacks and Latinos have risen up the ranks to lead our businesses and communities. Women are a larger part of our workforce and are earning more money. Once-quiet factories are alive again, with assembly lines churning out the components of a clean-energy age." Wired magazine, 10/2016.

Is Obama a racist for saying that? I have to wonder in the view of you and your friends who think it is racist to say "all lives matter," if he is anathema now. I kid. That wouldn't fit the narrative. I do notice how quiet he is being now, but, like any relatively moderate liberal - and he's now a D moderate, though once he was the most liberal member of the senate - he's probably terrified that he will be canceled. A few months before he said this in a speech to college grads:

"If you had to choose one moment in history in which you could be born, and you didn’t know ahead of time who you were going to be–what nationality, what gender, what race, whether you’d be rich or poor, gay or straight, what faith you’d be born into–you wouldn’t choose 100 years ago. You wouldn’t choose the fifties, or the sixties, or the seventies. You’d choose right now. If you had to choose a time to be, in the words of Lorraine Hansberry, “young, gifted, and black” in America, you would choose right now."

I don't know, but I bet he doesn't say that anymore. Can you just imagine if Donald Trump said that in a speech? You and your friends would say he might as well have read from Mein Kampf. But, it was Barack Obama and he's an icon to you - for no other reason than his skin color - and he'll get a pass from you, right (don't answer; just chuckle)?  For now he will. You never know, because radicals eat their own, what will happen in the future to him. Don't get me wrong. I'm not an Obama fan. I think he was a terrible president. No, I really don't think he was a traitor or anything the far right called him. Like most presidents, he did what he thought was right - and everything got worse, most importantly our military, our allies, our foreign policy (all our enemies got stronger) and especially racial division. But, he often spoke out of both sides of his mouth, and while encouraging feelings of division and victimization, also occasionally said what was undeniable - it was the best time in history for minorities.

Yes, blacks are still being killed. But, honestly, though you are not free to say it to your friends, whisper it to me - you do know that almost all murder of blacks are by other blacks, right? Not just by a little margin, but a gigantic margin. Here's a quote by a New York mayor you might recognize, from 2013 (I gave it away - Bloomberg):

“Ninety percent of all people killed in our city — and 90 percent of all those who commit the murders and other violent crimes — are black and Hispanic. It is shameful that so many elected officials and editorial writers have been largely silent on these facts … Instead, they have argued that police stops are discriminatory because they do not reflect the city’s overall census numbers. By that flawed logic, our police officers would stop women as often as men, and senior citizens as often as young people … To do so would be a colossal misdirection of resources and would take the core elements of police work — targeting high-crime neighborhoods and identifying suspects based on evidence — out of crimefighting … . The absurd result of such a strategy in Policing would be far more crimes committed against black and Latino New Yorkers. When it comes to policing, political correctness is deadly.”

I know, when running for president, he said he had been wrong. Why would a candidate lie? Hmmm. But, he was already tainted by it and attacked by others in his own party for what must have been racist.

Let me be clearer, if this hasn't been clear enough. You and your friends are responsible, in part, killing people. Maybe you are not pulling the triggers but you have been trying to make it impossible for police to do their job and encouraging mob rule. You have also helped make some blacks so afraid of the police that they run. I don't know yet what I think of the Brooks shooting in Atlanta (I know what you think - but I have a choice). I need more information about tasers and exactly what happened, but I do believe he ran because of you (generic "you," of course - you and your friends, Sharpton, BLM, etc.). You convinced him that police were looking to kill blacks and he bolted.

Well, I'm sure there are crazy cops - we saw what happened in Minnesota (we don't know it was racist), but on the whole, it is a ridiculous proposition. I've always been for 365 day a year police training and reform. We give them guns and power, and it's always dangerous to do so. You know what is far, far more dangerous? Anarchy. I don't want crazy, or poorly trained cops either. But, we live in a country of 330 million people. When I read that last year only 10 unarmed blacks (that doesn't necessarily mean not at fault - Michael Brown was both unarmed and at fault) were killed by police, far less than the cops who were killed in this country, it boggled my mind that it is argued and believed by intelligent people that cops are out to kill blacks. Yes, each death is a tragedy of some kind or another, and the families and friends are always going to feel outraged, perhaps even vengeful. But, you could want reform without destroying civilization, or pretending that the best time ever for minorities is the worst time.

Do I really think you are responsible for the dozens of deaths and hundreds of shooting in urban areas since Floyd's death? Do I really think you are responsible for the hundreds in millions in burnt property and other losses? I said it was in part. I don't care if you are only marching for a peaceful movement, shouting the same things, but far worse is going on done by or inspired by BLM and Antifa for the same movement and you know it. Not to mention that the insurrection - and that is what it is - is certainly a part of the uptick in the virus. Well, the shooters and arsonists are obviously mostly responsible for their actions. But, you make it much more likely and it is not a coincidence what is going on in NY and Chicago. I have read that hundreds of cops resigned in NY even before they began defunding them. I'd kind of like to see every cop in the country go on strike for a day or more to bring its citizens to a realization - they are backing the horse that is going to kill them (note the killings in the short time in Seattle's CHOP) instead of the one that is going to save them. But, only because I would hope it would bring people to their senses and maybe save lives in the long run.

You see. This is why we don't  - talk about this stuff - to preserve our friendship in crazy times. I know you think I'm a racist for thinking all lives matter and that Martin Luther King, Jr. had it right -

- "I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character" -

MLK, Jr.'s dream was coming true. You can't read Obama's words any other way. But, you have helped killed that dream for everyone, and now have dozens if not hundreds of deaths to feel at least a little responsible for, and mostly those you care about (don't worry - I didn't mean straight whites). Perhaps your side will win and you will get to feel it is even more exceptional - until they come for you.

Whatever hatred has overcome your calm demeanor and gentler nature, All Lives Matter. All Lives Matter."

Note from your friendly neighborhood blogger:

That was hard to write, but it has been bottling up inside me. I promised myself if friends say things that are outright untrue directly to me, I'm going to respond. He hasn't said these things to me, and as I wrote, we avoid discussing it so that we don't fight - But, since he writes publicly, I can write publicly too. He doesn't read my blog, anyway (like almost all of the other 7.6 billion human beings on Earth). The friend I wrote this in response to, is actually someone I care a lot about and I'm sure thinks he is doing the right thing. So did Hitler and his followers, of course. So do almost all who do such things:

“Power always sincerely conscientiously . . . believes itself Right. Power always thinks it has a great Soul, and vast Views, beyond the Comprehension of the Weak; and that it is doing God Service, when it is violating all his Laws.”


                                  John Adams to Jefferson

I don't want to stop writing, but I must if the few readers are going to get through this without putting a bullet through their own heads. I've written so much the last few weeks and not posted because it is coming out in a jumble, and there is too much information. I mean, who can keep up with the numbers of those killed, BLM's NY leader in the Bronx giving his own Mein Kampf speech about burning down the system and saying that white people should stay out of black communities (and this is the guy who says he's for peace); an editor at the Washington Post threatening white women with violence, apparently for what was done decades or centuries ago (not that any of them on either side were alive or present) and not getting fired, though across the country, even in other countries, people are fired for saying as little as all lives matter? Etc. etc. etc. So, if I can, I'm going to try to post more frequently for a while on related topics, such as the actual comparison of BLM to the Nazis, and why this may already be lost, what we can do even if we think we can do nothing. I have more letters to write to friends, those on my side, those who watch CNN/MSNBC, and maybe others. 

If what I wrote here works for you  or you just want more evidence to send me to a re-education camp (wish I was kidding), I posted on this same subject last week, and you might want to look at The Curse of Group Guilt - 8/6/19, and all the way back in 2016, Killing the Dream - again - 8/28/17.

Apologies as always for the formatting. It does what it wants.

No, it's still All Lives Matter

I hate it when the world needs to know what to think and I’m just busy.  Lot of chores and worse, filling out all those forms (EIDL, PPP, NYSDOL). I know there are people who can have a full-time job and write novels on the side. I’m not one of those.

I had a completely different blog post planned for today, mostly autobiographical and I hoped a little amusing. But, as the subtitle to the blog says that this is about what I’m thinking. And, with riots all over the country, with even several grown Democrat friends joking with black humor, it was a nice country while it lasted, it is hard to write anything else. Because, taking a break from Covid-19, this is all most of us are thinking about. So, you get this disjointed collection of thoughts because I don’t have time to edit it even a little (and for those of you laughing because the editing is never good here, you know what . . . .) And, on top of all of that, I’m pissed off about what's going on and just want to let off steam, without rewriting everything I've said before about the problems with the modern so-called civil rights movement. So, just throwing this out there -

•        If you think it was unimportant that a retired police captain was killed trying to stop looting the other day, you probably aren’t going to like this post. Maybe you’ll care if I add that he was black because that’s all that matters to you. Probably not if you are one of the seven people (I flatter myself) who will read this.
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•        If you think "Black Lives Matter" is terrific you probably aren’t going to like this post either. Because I think they should change their names to Black Lives Don’t Matter to Us Unless it Pushes Forward Our Agenda, as they have not only the blood of many blacks on their hands, directly from their inspiration and leadership, but the destruction of whole neighborhoods where predominantly what are now called (by themselves and the media - almost no one else) “people of color” live. I hope, but don’t know, that most blacks want this to stop, and know that it is destroying their lives, livelihoods, and so many families.
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•        And if or when some will die from new COVID-19 cases as a result of these protests, riots and lootings (Governor Cuomo says they should all presume they have it), something that is probably uncountable, they have that blood on their hands too, not to mention first responders or medical professionals who are sickened, injured or killed.
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•        For several years I’ve kvetched here, more and more the past two, about the dangers of a significant and growing part of the culture of the left that has arisen. It is one that grew out of fine sentiments and a desire to improve the country, as the left had for many decades done in many ways. But, they have lost their way, and not by a little. And, I'm not even talking about the relentless assault on Trump, whether or not he's an idiot.
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•        I can’t say all the left, because I know that many D voters are nice, normal people who just want to go to work or have kids or grandkids, watch sports or whatever their pleasures are, but they are very complacent with a growing radicalism that is dangerous not just to those on the right (and whatever they want to think, that doesn’t describe me) who they despise or tolerate, but to everyone in our country, in general.  In fact, they can see it – this doesn’t exist. They will, in fact, in the midst of that, they will still believe that most political violence is on the right (amazingly). Well, sure, if you only count right-wing violence, which of course exists, and don’t count any violence on the left – something we’ve definitively observed in the media and even government.
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•        The right-wing has lots of faults, of course. No one I know, and I suspect not many, are the type of bigots and just all-around jerks, even criminals, that the new generation of revolutionaries (and media, in general) wants to brand you if you are just a person who says “All Lives Matter.” The right has lost almost every culture war up to this point because they should have. As I asked a friend who was just snarling that he will be proven right that Trump will not relinquish the White House if he loses the election - do you really think the rioters are right-wingers? Do you really think the people who rioted outside of Trump rallies were right-wingers, that the people who interrupted the Kavanaugh hearings (I mean, other than the D Senators, which was disgusting enough) and other hearings for years now, are right-wingers?
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•        Yes, sometimes, parties just go off the deep end. Sometimes movements do. For years I found the Republicans reprehensible even though I had long been a determined moderate. Right now, this time in history, the Ds have gone loco. There are no R Senators or congress-persons calling for an end to – the border, police departments, the now traditional 9 member Supreme Court (the only correct number is the one where they win all cases), the 240-year old electoral college (so that they win all presidential elections) and free-speech. You can find crazy people in any party or movement, and there are crazy, even homicidal right-wingers. The Klan and similar groups do exist. But, as shown over and over, they are tiny and defanged (unless you call Klansmen getting beat up while marching "a violent rally," as I’ve seen the media do). The bottom line is, it’s wrong whatever side does it; the fact that blacks were so long set upon, beaten, lynched and otherwise oppressed does not justify any such action today by any group upon any other. Nor does the fact that prejudice and unfairness still exist.
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•        Sure, it’s nice to think, well, we can stand some outrage by poor people who have suffered so long and deal with relentless problems, but, as usual, this movement has little to do with outrage, and a lot to do with grabbing power, wanton-destructiveness, looting and general mayhem with “protest” as a cover. And it comes while we are still in the midst of an economic and health crisis. Listen to Al Sharpton’s eulogy for George Floyd and you will hear (a la Trump) some self-praise, gross-exaggeration and not a single word for black cops killed by those inspired by BLM rhetoric. Not a single word for anyone else who has died, gotten run over, shot to death, lost their livelihoods, maimed, beaten, etc., during the several days of rioting.  
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• When they say you can't say "All Lives Matter," they actually mean you don’t matter, even if you are black, like former police captain David Dorn, shot to death by a looter while trying to protect his friend’s store. Why should they care? David Dorn was not advancing the BLM cause so he doesn’t get mentioned, except in passing (did you know his name? I had to look it up). To BLM, to the media, his death is unimportant.
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•        What part of "protest" means burning police cars and stations, blocking traffic, destroying shopping malls? Or running over or killing cops? Or attacking the White House in a mob? That's not about George Floyd; the officers were quickly fired and prosecution begun, likely without any real investigation. 
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•        No, I really do not think, for most people who support the “protests,” that this really has anything to do with George Floyd or blacks (and I suspect many blacks are appalled by what’s going on – especially if they are watching their neighborhood be destroyed), although I see that mostly the younger generation and some of the older left over hippy-generation (even if they weren’t hippies). Because everyone I know, every single-person, was outraged at the video they saw, got their wish that everyone involved was fired, even for just standing there and letting it happen, and that Derrick Chauvin was arrested for murder in the third degree – that is - without premeditation and intent, but through inherently dangerous acts, with no regard for human life. I hope they don’t start piling on charges like they often do in reaction to the riots. Actually, I was disturbed that they worked at record speed to charge him in reaction. Because, just like with a child, or a business-person, if you reward their behavior, they will continue it.  
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•        I have heard so many stories right now that it is hard to tell what’s true, as I can’t verify everything. But, no doubt, stores are burning, people are being beaten, areas are shutting down. And, why again? Yes, someone was killed by the cops, which, we don’t even know if it was motivated by racism. Two of the cops who were fired were apparently Asian. Does that mean Asians also want blacks to die? But, even if it had been the most racist intended killing in history, would any violence against innocent people – even the burning of one car or store, the beating of one other person - have been justified?
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•        The civil rights movement was increasingly successful in the ‘50s-'70s because Martin Luther King, Jr’s method, following Gandhi, following the theory of Civil Disobedience championed by Thoreau, worked. Because the majority of white people wanted an end to what had taken centuries to accomplish, because they were persuaded it was wrong. Even Malcolm X, whose younger self might have approved of what’s going on right now, came more to MLK’s viewpoint before he was murdered by those who would now be called Civil Rights workers (don’t laugh – the media either hides the fascist movement Antifa as best they can or acts like they are fighting for civil rights). The modern race warrior has assassinated King all over again, turning his famous dream of our judging each other by our characters rather than our skin color, on its head. Now, only skin color matters to the supposed civil rights warriors - hence, the name - Black Lives Matter. 
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•        Why do I think this is all about other than George Floyd or blacks being killed? Maybe when I read that the founder of BET, a very wealthy man, thinks there should be 14 trillion in reparations based on skin color (only blacks, not any other minority, no matter how badly treated) I have trouble believing they really care about George Floyd.
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•        Ironically, governors and other politicians, some of whom feel beholden to black voters (there literally is, no “white” block of voters or “white” caucus in congress, but are spread over the two main parties), are really only afraid of the loud voices. They have definitively abandoned less fortunate generally lawful citizens of any skin color to their fate – and that certainly means abandoned black people who live in many of the neighborhoods being destroyed. I understand the fear. But, they wanted to be in charge and have responsibility. Their cowardice and/or stupidity is unacceptable.
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•        That chickens have come home to roost. I don’t mean because of racism. No, I do not believe that white people (certainly not the ones I know) are racist in the way people were even a few decades ago. We’ve taken giant strides against racism in this country, even so much so that Pres. Obama, who has many times fanned the flames of violent protest (always careful to verbally condemn violence, of course) has said that it was the best time for minorities in the history of the world. The chickens coming home to roost is the new racism, the one that says only “Black Lives Matter” and excommunicates you if you want to say “All Lives Matter” – that’s literally true, not an exaggeration though it seems crazy by any reasonable standard. Ask Jim Webb. Ask any politician on the left, all of whom are afraid to even utter that all lives matter in a general statement. Ask the families of the dead cops who were slaughtered (including minority cops) by those inspired by the group.
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•        Chickens have come home to roost because so many people said what’s the big deal with Antifa, and were fine with speakers being assaulted or silenced, or politicians chased from restaurants as long as they were politicians they didn’t like. I am still – two years later – stunned by the words of a friend, one of the kindest, gentlest, most decent people I know, a devoted liberal - that it was okay for people to surround and intimidate someone because they didn’t like their views. When I asked if it was okay if that happened to a minority, or a Jew (he was Jewish) of course he didn’t have a response.
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•        Chickens have come home to roost when we conflate violence and looting with “protest.” Chickens come home to roost when we call shutting down government or interrupting others’ lives as “free speech,” a notion, which to my amazement, even right-wingers, usually the victims, have adopted.
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•        Chickens have come home to roost when we as a nation go back to a system where what matters is skin color (that is, now - dark good, light bad – and if you don’t think that is the norm, ask Joe Biden, who says the words “white men” with disgust).
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•        Chickens come home to roost when we accept political rhetoric as fact and it becomes inseparable from the story. Does anyone even know if Chauvin was prejudiced against blacks? Maybe he was, maybe not, all I know is no one seems to care. It is automatic now. He’s white, he’s a police officer. Either would be sufficient. This is consistent with the approach now that if a black person is killed by the police, it is automatically murder. It is no different than the sickness on college campuses and in our political lives that if a woman says she was assaulted – even decades later – she has to be believed (unless the “predator” is a political leader in your party, of course).
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•        Yes, this is how fascism starts – I think we are beyond starting – not because a Hitler or the like appears and says hey, I’d like to be vicious and kill people who are different than me, but because lawlessness occurs, because people see no future, and two camps fight it out violently until one side is triumphant. And it starts with efforts at censorship, such as we see at Twitter (I know they are not officially the government, but they are the main way almost every public person speaks right now). Michele Malkin can’t say looters should be shot, and the President is censored for opposing looting, but Colin Kaepernick can say we need revolution and others are far more explicit without getting booted. How Twitter and Facebook aren’t just treated as common carriers for information and misinformation (meaning they don’t get to prefer one commentary to another), when they are the predominant means of transferring political messages in our country (maybe the world), I don’t know.
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•        Yes, we all know that what happened to George Floyd was a tragedy. I don’t know a single person who watched the video who wasn’t sickened and did not want to see all of those cops fired (which happened immediately) and one in particular, but probably three charged with some form of murder, which also happened at lightning speed. But, that is now a footnote, nothing, unless you think a news story trumps the lives and futures of everyone in the country. George Floyd’s brother, Terrence (oddly, almost never referred to by name, as far as I’ve seen – just “George Floyd’s brother) has called for peace. If he wasn’t Floyd’s brother, he’d probably be called an “Uncle Tom” or even a racist. Not that he doesn't want justice, he just knows that the violence isn't helping anyone and not bringing his brother back. Ironically, I would understand if it were him and his family who reacted violently.
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•     What does  the media want you to believe right now? That if you oppose violent rioting, if you believe that not only black lives, but all lives matter, you are a racist or just can’t see past you skin color or privilege. And, believe me, this isn’t just black radicals who believe this, but after years of indoctrination in school (a whole other post), many white kids are sure that only black lives matter. I see, from people I know who are on social media, that young whites are all about only black lives matter and somehow miss the fact that people are being killed, supposedly in the name of justice.
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•        One woman in her young thirties that I know is white with a white husband and two white children, wrote online that saying “all lives matter” would be like someone coming to your child’s funeral and saying all lives matter. Now, this is from someone I generally consider a (far as I know) normal, happy, decent person. But, she’s dead wrong. Saying all lives matter is not the same as someone saying all lives matter at your child’s funeral, but saying black lives matter is like going to an Asian person’s funeral and saying – only black lives matter. Saying black lives matter is not, as they argue, justified because white people and cops act like it’s not true, because it’s not true. A few, not millions, or thousand or hundreds or even dozens of unarmed blacks were shot by cops the past year (less than whites shot and far less than cops killed). I don’t do Facebook, but if I did, and were a friend of this nice person (and I’d probably be), I expect I’d get unfriended, because I’d respond “No, it’s not. I think your life matters; I think your childrens’ lives matter and, in fact, your whole family’s lives matter. Most people don’t care at all if you are white or black – they care that you are not killed. Some of the people you are giving support to chant "death to cops," plan violence, and some would not care if you or your family were killed, because you are white. And that includes "new white racists" like yourself who have bought into this. Remember, for them, black lives matter, not yours."
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•        One of the things that made Gandhi a great man, was when the protests he organized or inspired became in any way violent, he’d immediately call them off. He insisted on the moral attitude of followers. In fact, he’d actually begin fasting unto his own death - until all the violence stopped. And he barely survived it. Do I expect that of anyone today? No. They shouldn't fast unto death. But, they could start by demanding non-violence or refuse to be involved.
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•          What has this “protesting” accomplished? It has made even more people who were not prejudiced or a little prejudiced, more prejudiced. Every time something like this happens I hear it more and more – well, I wasn’t prejudiced, but I am now. I don’t accept that, really, as a good idea, and I don’t advocate it. In fact, sometimes I don’t believe those people are really becoming racist. They are just outraged at the immorality, the selfishness and the stupidity of the so-called protesters.
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•        I’ve always believed in ongoing, unceasing, police reform. They are necessary, but, potentially dangerous. Believe me, I've been subject to angry police on occasion. Each one has both not enough power and too much power, depending on the circumstances. It’s a dangerous and often unthanked job that we both make fetishes over and condemn. But, any politician who wants to do away with them – and yes, they do exist – is out of their minds.
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•    I’m sure to some people everything I wrote above is racist. If it makes you a racist . . .  

               -  to think that Martin Luther King, Jr. dream helped our country immensely, that non-violent resistance worked, and the new racism (that is, reverting to actual racism) only-identity-matters is disabling our country (one of my favorite of my own posts is Killing the Dream – Again [8/28/17]) . . .

-                                 - to think that George Floyd’s death was at least manslaughter, possibly worse, but not justification for burning, looting, shooting, outright murder, or crazed gatherings in the midst of a pandemic . . .

-                                  - to think the first amendment right to expression is a critical right, and that this has to include people I disagree, and even actual racists. . .

-                                   - to think that Grant Napear being fired from his broadcasting roles on television and radio for responding to a request as to what he thought about Black Lives Matter that “ALL LIVES MATTER” is crazy and racist itself. . .

-                                    - to think the life and happiness of the officers (and their families) who were shot, run down, beaten, spat on, hit with fire extinguishers and bricks, etc, are consequential, are each one as important as George Floyd’s life. . .

-                                      - to think that any group calling for death to cops (or whomever, frankly) is nuts and probably racist, no different than the KKK or other white supremacist groups, is abominable. . .

-                                       - to think that our educational system continues to fail minority children by teaching them they are victims (increasingly). . .

-                                       - to think that our educational system continues to act as fascists by insisting that white kids need to be punished more (you think I am making that up; ask teachers you know) and teach students that because of their skin color whites (including, of course, babies) bare guilt for slavery that they had nothing to do with, or are privileged. . .

-                                         - to think that people like actress Katherine Heigl who says she will have to tell her adopted black daughter about George Floyd, is a bad mother, who will terrorize her daughter and teach her she is inferior, and to not face life with confidence and joy (despite that she will grow up rich and financially secure). . .

-                                          - to think, like Barack Obama (sometimes, anyway; he was at times perhaps the most openly bigoted president in modern times – not that almost anyone in the media will say it), that we’ve made such strides in combatting racism in our country and that it is the best time to be a minority, not the worst – as we hear over and over on television. . .

-                                        - to think that people shouldn’t be murdered, beaten, stolen from, using George Floyd’s name as an excuse. . .

-                                         - to think that neighborhoods shouldn’t be destroyed, and the lives of thousands or hundreds of thousands of people affected or ruined, in the name of George Floyd. . .

-                                         - to think that is better that looters (black, white, green – I could care less) get shot, than innocent people get murdered and their neighborhoods burned. . .

-                                         - to think that the black leadership that gets the press are terrible for minorities (I wish everyone would read John McWhorter’s Losing the Race – we can know he’s a real leader because almost no one follows him). . .

. . .  then I must be a racist. It’s okay, because if you disagree with those things, I probably think you are racist.

I could go on, but I know at some point even interested people’s eyes glaze over. Could have been four thousand words ago. And apologies for the extra bullet points. No amount of being pissed off will cure my digital incompetence.

Frankly, I don’t personally know anyone who is on the left who thinks the riots and looting is a good thing (as far as I know), although we can see in the media and online that some definitively do – but the one’s I know personally seem to detest it, even some of the more radical bent. But, some also think that the riots are okay or they don’t focus on the killing and other mayhem. They also don’t think that the other dogma they’ve been taught and believe and advocate for, has to a large degree led to these riots, made them okay for so many people. David Dorn’s name will be forgotten, but George Floyds name will go on.  

Some of them I know do not believe in the new left, or would like a much more moderate version of it, but are they afraid to say anything. Corporate and educational employers are driven by fear of offending the new racists, and they will chastise, suspend or fire their loyal employees. Employees know this and are, not surprisingly, intimidated.   

It is easier to convince yourself that those who would hurt you if you don’t submit, are in fact right. When someone is kidnapped, they call it the Stockholm Syndrome, but it’s simple human nature to try and appease those who would harm you and to even identify with them in self-defense.

And for me. . . well, I won’t hold my contempt for the racism behind black lives matter – against George Floyd. That was still a tragedy. Even if he had been guilty of a heinous crime, what happened to him wouldn’t be lawful nor right. But, like the overkill with the metoo movement, over-reactions drown out the importance of any good thoughts. If you don’t think tens of thousands of people having their neighborhood food shopping taken away or their businesses or dreams killed, perhaps forever, is important, certainly the beatings and killings that followed Floyd’s death were much worse than what happened to him, just by the fact that there were so many more of them. If you don’t think the lives of the others who were killed are worth knowing about or are far sadder than what happened to one person (we all know that if it happens to someone we care about, it is different for us), well, that’s your political prerogative, but that’s all it is. It certainly is neither rational, nor fair, nor good for our society. . .  

[Sorry that I wrote the above in more of a rush than usual and had to go back and re-edit this. I'm sure it's still a mess, but did what I could in the wee hours, getting ready to see what outrages the new morning brings us].

Say there was a village . . . .

I feel like a potpourri post. For those who have never watched Jeopardy much, that means a few segments on whatever I feel like writing about.

Say there was a medieval village.

Say there was a medieval village in Germany, and in it lived a little girl who grew up to be the beloved elected Magistra of the convent she had lived in since her childhood and she founded other convents. After her death, she was revered as a Saint. I know, that sounds like it could be many medieval villages. But, . . .

say in this same village lived a famous healer.

And say in this same village lived a writer on herbology.

And say in this same village lived a writer of texts on medicine and the human body deemed by some scholars to be the founding of natural history in Germany.

And say in this same village lived a composer, whose music is still being recorded in this century, some 800+ years later.

And say in this same village lived a famed lyricist who wrote what is perhaps the first morality play.

And say in this same village lived a linguist who created a new language.

And say in this same village lived another linguist who created a beautiful alphabet to write that language.

And say in this same village lived an artist.

And say in this same village lived a theologian respected by Popes.

And say in this same village lived a great correspondent who wrote one of the largest still extent collections of letters from medieval times.

And say in this same village lived a renowned preacher.

Now imagine they were all the same woman, whose name was Hildegard von Bingen.

I will leave you to research her further if you like, but she was a remarkable woman who lived in the 12^th century, and though in some ways a women of her times, as all of us are to some degree or another, she was creative, brilliant and industrious beyond that which us mere mortals can manage. Even for one person at that time to write both the music and lyrics to a work was unusual itself, not to mention all the different things she wrote about or created. Keep in mind this is the 1100s. She died more than 250 years before there was even such a thing as a printing press. There was no fiction or anything like opera or theatre in Germany (or most anywhere on earth). But she wrote a musical drama, a morality play – the next one was over a century thereafter.

Actually, her followers screwed up her Sainthood, and technically she has only been beatified, if that makes a difference to you, but even Popes have referred to her as a Saint and she is usually classified with them. I sometimes listen to her beautiful liturgical music, which most people probably wouldn’t like anymore. I do. It even helps me sleep.

Oh, c’mon Justice Roberts

Imagine you are Chief Justice John Roberts. You are really smart, so smart that many people think your performance in your confirmation hearing in congress was the most magnificent performance ever by a Supreme Court nominee since C-Span started rolling tape (I love C-Span. I have watched all or most of each one). You danced rings around the Senators who liked to pretend they knew a little something about constitutional law and smiled that angelic smile while promising to just apply the law, call balls and strikes, as you said (because I began with – imagine you are Roberts). And because you do that, in your mind, everybody hates you sometimes and grudgingly likes you a little too other times. Depends really on the last vote. Clearly, you are a conservative and most of the time you rule like Rehnquist, but when cases are really, really controversial, you rule more like RGB. Why? I think you like stability and don’t mind not calling balls and strikes when you think it is important.

There was a time I defended you, thought you were just applying your own brand of jurisprudence. I think I even kept up the self-deception for a while after the first ACA case, where you ruled, you know, it’s a tax except it’s not a tax, and I struggled, as did others, to make some sense of it. This year it got harder, and I have a feeling it has something to do with our evalovin’ president who seems determined to piss off as many people as possible before he is done, not that he isn’t maligned daily by a media which loathes him more than Iago loathed Othello (Was that pretentious? I was going for pretentious in lieu of a cliché.) You joined the left side of the court on the census case, where it was decided that the Trump administration could not have a question about citizenship on the form, which seems so related to a census as to be almost inseparable (well, you could have the question here, but not there). And then, you ruled from high above the senate floor that Senator Paul could not utter the “whistleblower’s” name, even though there seems to be no law anyone has ever mentioned where he actually qualifies as a whistleblower, no law where if he qualified, his name was kept anonymous, and no reason that death threats against him should be taken more seriously than death threat which every politician regularly gets and probably every witness in the impeachment hearings probably got, not to mention most well-known journalists and, why not, everyone in the public eye. I bet Tom Hanks gets death threats. I can only gather that you did that because you were buying what the media and politicians were saying, not what the law stated at all.

Then you said, and I quote, “We do not have Obama judges or Trump judges, Bush judges or Clinton judges. What we have is an extraordinary group of dedicated judges doing their level best to do equal right to those appearing before them. That independent judiciary is something we should all be thankful for.” Leave aside the awkwardness of the phrase “do equal right,” which might be technically okay, but which kind of surprises me given your usual mellifluousness (long my favorite word), most people just had to laugh at the idea that judges weren’t ruling according to their political biases in political or controversial cases. I’m not even going to try too hard to show it, as pretty much everyone else who does not have a reason to pretend that it doesn’t exist, knows it exists, and they regularly curse out the judges who do exactly what they predictably don’t want them to do. I’m not saying every judge, but, or that every Obama or Trump judge (or liberal or conservative, if you prefer) is going to cleave to their side of the political line on every case, but, generally speaking, tell me the controversial case and I will tell you how most everyone is going to vote, with some success. It helps if you also understand their jurisprudence, which can explain why they cross the line sometimes. We all can do that, and that’s why partisans get so disturbed when one of them crosses the line and votes with the other side. Their president nominated them to be on their side, and they were betraying them – that’s the view.

Sonia Sotomayor believes there are sides. In fact, she believes that Roberts and the other conservatives are Trump judges. She wrote in Wolf v. Cook County, Illinois: “Perhaps most troublingly, the Court’s recent behavior on stay applications has benefited one litigant over all others.” Hmmm. Kagan came pretty close to saying the same thing in Rucho v. Common Cause last year. RGB called Trump a “faker” publicly before walking it back. The Ds are in the minority on the high court right now, so you expect that they will be complaining more often. But, Mr. Conservative, Justice Scalia, believed it, often bemoaning the fact that Roe v. Wade had politicized the court even more than it ever had, and explained why confirmation hearings had become increasingly political. And the five conservative judges and four liberal ones continue, as they have for a long time, to split the vote in a very predictable way. If there weren’t political sides, why did Roosevelt try to pack the court, why the recent calls to do the same from D candidates, who are in the minority?

Likely, as with a lot of Rs, Roberts finds Trump too . . . (name any of many Trump qualities) and that was the basis of his own unusual comment. I say that because Justices usually remain silent when publicly accused of partisanship. They mostly remained so when Obama called them out in front of their faces in a State of the Union address, although I seem to recall Alito muttered something under his breath (Obama was correct in his analysis with respect to a legal point, in my view, whether it was the right time and place).

In any event, Roberts is just wrong. Judges may not always be extra loyal to that president, but they reflect the biases of the president who nominated them. Naturally, by the way.  Of course, every nominated judge, during their hearing, has to say they will follow the law wherever it leads, and not their own feelings, which would be great if that were possible. I’ve written here before that Sonia Sotomayor got it right in her Wise Latina speech, which she herself had to throw under the bus when nominated, in order to get confirmed. Her points, in her discredited speech, was that the only way to try to avoid bias is to admit it first to yourself, and that it is true that different life experiences lead to different perspectives.

I still think Roberts is a very smart man. And I don’t think he’s delusional. But, either like everyone who can recognize faults in others, does so much easier than he can see it within himself, or he is being deceptive and claiming something he knows doesn’t exist, because he, not surprisingly, he is a court legacy guy.  

I could be wrong. Maybe it’s just wishful thinking on his part, but, yes, there are Trump judges, Obama judges, etc., or left wing and right wing judges, if you prefer, although everyone occasionally votes with the other side. You know who else knows it? Trump. And that’s why he gave a list of conservative judges before the election, to secure the right-wing support. If he wins again, and there’s an opening, he’s not going to appoint Lawrence Tribe, is he? He’s going to appoint someone who he thinks is a Trump judge.

I love dealing with companies

I can’t give you all of the content of the four phone calls I was on with a nationwide retailer, but I can summarize. We’ve all been on calls like this.

1^st Call: [20 minutes on hold]

David: Hi, my name is David Eisenberg. I have an order in and you sent me an email today saying you can’t go any further on it until I call in. Do you want the order number?

Store: No, we can go by your phone number, that’s better.

D: Okay, here’s my phone number. XXX-XXX-XXXX.

S: Thank you. Hold on a minute please while I retrieve your information.

[Hold for 15 minutes]

S: Sorry that took so long. We don’t have anything under your phone number.

D: Well, that’s interesting. Because I gave them a memory card and they said they would probably be able to retrieve the information on it. And they took my $50. You sent me the email saying you needed me to call.  If they lost the memory card, I’d kind of at least like my $50 back. You sure you wouldn’t like the order number?

S: No, that’s not necessary. Do you mind if I put you on hold again?

D: No, go ahead.

[20 minutes into the hold I am disconnected]

2^nd call: [20 minutes of hold]

S: Hi, how can I help you?

D: Well, first you can write down my phone number and call me back if we get disconnected. Because it just happened to me and I spent close to an hour on the phone first.

S: [Chuckling] Don’t worry, Sir. I will call you back. What can I help you with?

D: [I explain the problem again]

S: I don’t see anything under your phone number.

D: Oh, c’mon. Do you want me to read the email to you?

S: No, I see your information. But, Sir, in my experience, once those cards are deleted, that’s it, it is gone.

D: [Now irritated] Well, that’s great to hear. They took $50 from me at the store and said they probably could. If you can’t, I’d sure like my $50 back.

S: Well, let me check and see if they have instruments I don’t know about.

[I don’t know how much time passed on hold]

S: Sir, good news. They are able to recover pictures. But, you can have this done at the store.

D: What do you mean? They told me they couldn’t help me at the store and I had to pay $50 so they could mail it somewhere it would be processed. You know what, why don’t you just give me the $50 back?

S: Well, you should take it to the store to retrieve the information.

D: YOU HAVE THE MEMORY CARD! Look, I’m not mad at you, but I am getting irritated with your company. The local store is the one who sent it to you and which you acknowledged having in emails to me. Do you have it or not?

S: Yes, Sir, we have it.

D: What?

S: And it looks like they have restored your pictures.

D: Really? That’s good, at least.

S: Yes, but you have to call the restoration department.

D: A different department. I have to call up again?

S: No problem. They will know who you are. Here is the telephone number? XXX-XXX-XXXX

D: Okay, thanks.

3^rd call: [No hold!]

S: Hi. How can I help you?

D: [I explain the whole thing again]

S: Well, I don’t see anything under your telephone number.

D: [Sigh] It’s there. I promise.

S: Can I put you on hold?

D: Sure, why not?

S: [Short time later] Okay, I do have your order information here.

D: So, I understand they recovered my photos, right?

S: Well, we recovered some. About 40% was corrupted.

D: I’m guessing I took about 500 pictures at my grandson’s baptism. 

S: Can we make sure you are you first? They say one of the pictures has the name John David and a cross in it and another has a skier under a suspension bridge (actually it was a banner, but . . . .)

D: Well, John David is my grandson and that would be a baptism photo. I also went to a ski resort so that would be me too, but from months ago. They got those pictures too?

S: There are 3358 pictures.

D: Well, I only want the 500 or so recent baptism pictures. Do they have those?

S: I don’t know. I only know what those two I described are because they told me.

D: So, I’m going to have to pay a lot of money to get them but you can’t even tell me if the pictures I want are actually there.

S: Well, hold on. Let me see. [Hold, not interminable, but at least 5 more minutes]

S: Okay, they do say they have a few baptism pictures.

D: A few?

S: I don’t know if that means 3 or 500.

D: Great. So how much do I have to pay to find out if I’m getting more than 3 of the 500 pictures I want?

S: $217.50. If you want them and confirm it.

D: You know, what am I going to do? Go ahead. I have no choice. Take my money. I’m screwed either way.

S; Awww. I’m sorry.

D: Not as much as me.

S: Should I put you through to the cashier?

D: Yeah, but can you do me one favor? Can you give me the number of the cashier first so if I get disconnected I can call them?

S: Sure. And you have a good day.

[Naturally, she puts me through without giving me the phone number.]

4^th call: Big surprise, they took my money FAST and without a hitch.

Top ten movie dance scenes

I haven’t done top ten lists (actually 20) in a while, I think since last September. I suppose that it gets harder in time as I’ve given them already for many topics that interest me. Still, believe it or not, I loved Hollywood musicals. Back in the early Netflix days, when you got CDs to load on your VCR, I watched a lot of them I hadn’t seen. You can find any of these on youtube and they are worth watching, though some of the movies, in entirety, might not be your (or my) cup of tea.

10. Let’s Misbehave (music or scene) – Christopher Walken (dancer(s)– Pennies from Heaven (movie). I know some of you are thinking - Christopher Walken? But, other than being one of the most entertaining actors of his generation, and a genuinely fun guy (who, incidentally, also was on the boat when Natalie Woods drowned as a guest, so ten points right there), he is also a great dancer and shows it off in a number of movies. This particular scene, where he tries to seduce an innocent Bernadette Peters into prostitution, is by far my favorite.

9. Scarecrow dance deleted from The Wizard of Oz – Ray Bolger – Wizard of Oz. Why was this cut from the Wizard of Oz? I don’t know. But, I think it is the best dance of the film and really shows off Bolger’s unique style.

8.  Barn building dance – cast – 7 Brides for 7 brothers. Just watch it.

7.  Chain of Fools - John Travolta – Michael. Yes, so he’s not Fred Astaire or Gene Kelly, but he’s still very good and lots of fun, the way Harpo Marx was not a really great classical harp player, but was lots of fun, even when acting serious. This scene is just fun. And, if Travolta wasn’t one of the elite dancers, he has more scenes listed here than some of those who were.

6. You are all the world to me – Fred Astaire – Royal Wedding. Sometimes you recognize an artist’s talent, but it is not for you. So, I am actually not a huge Astaire fan, though I recognize that other than Gene Kelly, he is generally considered at the pinnacle of the trade, at least popularly (see who Astaire says deserves the title below – back in the day, blacks who outperformed whites had a long way to go before they got recognition). This one is the iconic dancing on the ceiling scene. I could have used Sunday Jumps, another song/dance from the same movie where, waiting for his sister, he starts dancing with a coat rack and whatever else he can find in the gym.

5. You’re the One that I Want  - Travolta, Olivia Newton John, cast – Grease. This is another Travolta classic, although it is more about the infectious choreography than him and Newton-John.

4. Gambling in the sewer dance – Cast – Guys and Dolls^. Guys and Dolls, some of which was written by the great Frank Loesser, is my favorite musical. Though every song is memorable, the gambling scene in the sewer is probably the most impressive dance number. It is also the cleanest sewer I’ve ever seen.

3. Make ‘em Laugh – Donald O’Connor – Singing in the Rain. Donald O’Connor was probably right up there with Kelly, Astaire and Charisse.

2. Jumpin’ Jive – The Nicholas Bros. – Stormy Weather. Who were the Nicholas Brothers, you ask? I hate that people don’t know them, although I didn’t until I saw MGM’s That’s Entertainment (or was it That’s Entertainment II?) In any event, I could go on and on about them, but let’s just say that Fred Astaire said this was the greatest dance scene ever filmed and Mikhail Baryshnikov said they were the greatest dancers, period. They danced and taught a long time, one of their many famous students being none other than Michael Jackson, who I thought the greatest theatrical dancer of his generation (not in movies; I’m not counting videos).

1. Gotta Dance – Gene Kelly and Cyd Charisse – Singing in the Rain. Why do I pick this over the Nicholas Brothers’ Jumpin’ Jive, if that was the greatest dance scene ever filmed? Because it wasn’t. This was. It’s the most creative, fun, and even sexiest dance scene ever filmed, starred in and choreographed by Kelly too, and co-starred in by Cyd Charisse, the greatest female dancer in movies of all time, bar none (do not even begin to compare Eleanor Powell, Ann Miller or Vera Allen; all great, but none of them her).

Yes, I know. There are other great dance scenes, some in the same movies, and I am not a Busby Berkeley fan or a fan of movies where the entire film is dedicated to dance scenes. But, it’s my list, and there is a runner’s up list just below. I’m too lazy to convert it into a top 20:

Runners-up

Staircase dance - Shirley Temple, Bill “Bojangles” Robinson – The Littlest Colonel – Bojangles (who Fred Astaire called the greatest dancer) and Shirley had many great dance scenes. His incredible grace and her precociousness were a great combination. This one not only showcased Bill’s famous staircase dance (which he had long ago created), but this was also probably the first bi-racial hand-holding in movies (1935), although, obviously, not in a romantic way.  They are not athletic, just adorable. I could have chosen others, like the one from The Littlest Rebel, which has as much of Shirley's dancing as Bill’s, but I chose this one as the most iconic.

What a feeling – Irena Cara (and doubles) – Flashdance. I am sure many will say, how is that not top ten? I enjoyed it a lot, but I just don’t think it belongs in the top group. Perhaps knowing that she didn’t do it alone, but with stunt dancers, makes it less appealing.

Begin the Beguine – Fred Astaire/Eleanor Powell – Broadway Melody.  If Charisse was the greatest of female dancers, then Eleanor Powell may have been the greatest female tap dancer (Charisse could tap dance, but rarely did so; it didn’t accent her gracefulness enough, is my guess). And I don’t think Powell was any less gifted at it than Astaire; if anything, she was more athletic. By the way, for fun, look up on youtube the great comedian, Grace Allen, dance with Eleanor in Honolulu (I think it was Burns and Allen’s last movie together, although they were always a happily married couple). Like many actors and actresses, Grace (and her sisters) was a dancer before she was a comedian. And Eleanor’s hula dance isn’t bad either.

Swing Scene – Cast – Hellzapoppin’ – Lindy dancing is so active and natually wild that I tried to avoid too much of it here, but, these guys were great. If you watch a youtube of it, stick with it, as it is a little bit before it really takes off. But when it does . . . boom.

High School Dance – Jimmy Stewart/Donna Reed -  It’s a Wonderful Life. Not a musical, and not great dancing (not supposed to be) but this is one of my all-time favorite dance scenes, because of the little drama with the swimming pool. By the way, if you do, the jealous suitor who stirs up trouble was none other was Carl Switzer aka Alfalfa.

You should be dancing - John Travolta – Saturday Night Fever. John Travolta’s iconic solo dance performance in the iconic disco movie. I’m just not real impressed with disco dancing, so it's not higher.

The Time Warp –– cast – Rocky Horror Picture Show. Again, it’s not really great dancing. But, it’s a great and very wacky scene.

You can never tell (Chuck Berry) – Travolta/Thurman – Pulp Fiction. Another Travolta? This is the classic dance scene. Again, it’s not the dancing, it’s the scene.

Footloose –cast – Footloose. Same as above. Great ending to one of the best modern dance movies.

Thriller – Jennifer Garner/Mark Ruffalo/Andy Serkis, cast – 13 Going on 30.  A romantic comedy I never get tired of, it featured, out-of-the-blue, a great dance scene from an otherwise dying party. Again, it’s not so much the dancing as the dance scene.

Sunday Jumps – Fred Astaire – Royal Wedding. See no. 6 in the main list.

And for two runner-ups to the runner-ups, I thought about the ravishing Audrey Hepburn’s Bohemian Dance in Funny Face. I thought about almost every Cyd Charisse dance. She was that good, in my opinion, better than Kelly and Astaire, both of whom she danced with and outperformed. You can youtube The Girl Chase Ballet with Charisse and Astaire, or about five dances Charisse did with Ricardo Montalban (yes, the old guy from Fantasy Island), or Red Blues from Silk Stockings. I could have done a two-word segment just by writing Cyd Charisse, and that’s too easy.  

I’m going with comedy. First, Tequila – Pee-Wee Herman (Paul Ruben - I’m guessing a body double for part of it) – Pee-Wee Herman’s Big Adventure.  It’s basically one move over and over, but it’s impossible for many people to think of Tequila without seeing this in our heads. And second, At the Ball, That’s All – Laurel and Hardy – Way out West. Simple, silly, completely non-professional dancing. But it was genius.

Top Twenty Detective Novels Ever

Some rules here. It has to be a crime novel, that is, the primary aspect of the book is a crime and it’s solving. There is a hero/heroine who is a detective or a lawyer or investigator, or the like. It cannot be predominately a spy novel, an action novel, a war novel, etc. E.g., John Le Carre’s greatest works were spy novels, not crime novels, though he makes the well-known top 100 lists for some reason. Not mine. Another example, Reacher is basically an action hero, even if he is solving crimes. Admittedly, these are very gray lines and subjective, but I feel pretty good about leaving out great books that do not quite fit the pattern first pioneered in English by Poe (Dupin) and Wilkie Collins (Moonstone was 1868. I read it, but it didn’t do it for me) and made ubiquitous by Sherlock Holmes’ novels.

         1. The Daughter of Time – Josephine Tey. This is my no. 1 pick because it was simply wonderful, though unorthodox because the detective is laid up in bed the whole time. I had always thought it was just my personal favorite and not read by many others. I did a little search online after I wrote most of my list to see if I missed any really great book, to find, to my surprise that in 1990 the UK Crime Writers Association picked TDOT no. 1 on their top 100 list and in 1995 it topped the American Mystery Writers list. Guess it wasn’t just me. The truth is, my artistic tastes are eclectic, but pretty generic at the same time.

      2. The Hounds of Baskerville – Arthur Conan Doyle. Doyle’s best in my view. It’s all there, the greatness and British-style creepiness of Holmes, the solidity of Watson, the romantic and terrifying moors, a villain, a beast, murder and so on.

      3. The Glass Key – Dashiell Hammet. You could fill this list with Hammet books. He was not the nicest man, but his writing is that good. I thought this was his best. In fact, it is my favorite, lthough not the most famous, of all the Hammett and Chandler novels, and that is saying a lot.

4    4. The Big Sleep – Raymond Chandler. You could fill the same list with Chandler books. The two (with a few others) basically created hard-boiled detective writing.

      5. Anatomy of a Murder – Robert Traver (John D. Voelker). This was the first (and for a long time the only) book of a Michigan judge. Magnificent.

      6. The Name of the Rose – Umberto Eco. At his best, Eco was one of the world’s best writers, at his worst, tedious. This is a medieval crime novel, and it was brilliant. I’m sure he had Sean Connery in mind for the movie verison when he wrote it.

      7. Presumed Innocent – Scott Turow. He turned the crime novel world upside down with great writing.

      8. Burden of Proof – Scott Turow. This may have been better than the first, but I will keep them in this order because the first was iconic.

      9. The Doorbell Rang – Rex Stout. Stout wrote basically the same novel over and over about Archie Goodwin (the narrator) and Nero Wolfe (the brilliant but quirky and rich detective), each a little different. But, you loved being in their home and following Archie around flirting, sleuthing and occasionally fighting. But, of all Stout’s great novels, two stand out for me, and I won’t tell you why for spoiler reasons. The Doorbell Rang and A Family Affair (also the last Wolfe novel, as Stout passed some months later).

      10.  Rumpole of the Bailey – John Mortimer. These were humorus lawyer/detective novels, but all about crime. Though very funny, they were also great novels. And he is one of the greatest literary creations. The first is really representative of all his Rumpole books, as I don’t remember a weak sentence. And, it is one of the few times the television series, also named after the first book, was the equal of the books, and kept Mortimer writing them just to see them televised.

      11.  A Time to Kill – John Grisham. I am not a Grisham fan. But his first one was great.

      12. The Detective – Roderick Thorp. What a great and too little read book. By the way, he also wrote the novel that became the movie Die Hard.

      13. The Seven Percent Solution: Nicholas Meyer. Sigmund Freud meets Sherlock Holmes. Seriously. It was a great idea and wonderfully carried out.

       14. Mercy – David Lindsey. I really don’t like sex in novels or movies. It usually bores me. But, David Lindsey, one of the best crime writers of his generation (I do not know why he stopped writing them – maybe it didn’t pay) could do it and not make it boring. It is riveting. Every one of his novels is fantastic, but this is the best.

      15. Devil in a Blue Dress – Walter Mosley. Mosley’s Easy Rawlins’ books, were great explorations of the African-American culture post-WWII. I did not really like any other books of Mosley’s I tried. This was the first of his books and the best (I find I usually like the first one best), but all of them were wonderful. Easy’s friend Mouse is one of the great characters in all fiction writing.

      16. The Day of the Jackal – Frederick Forsyth. Forsyth’s novels are all great, though more recent ones, not quite as good as his earlier ones. He’s old, so . . . .

      17. Demolition Angel - Robert Crais. I enjoy Crais’s somewhat light-hearted detective novels. But, I loved this one, which was just a little grimmer. It was not about one of Crais’ two main heroes, but someone spun off from their world.

      18. Valediction - Robert Parker. Parker was a great writer. Who doesn’t like Spenser novels? But, this one is literature. When Spenser’s heart broke, mine did too. And thorny or icy as you think your heart is, so will yours.

      19. Too Kill a Mockingbird – Harper Lee. I only read this a few years ago, but I see what all the fuss was about.

      20. In the Electric Mist with Confederate Dead – James Lee Burke. James Lee Burke is simply an amazing writer, introduced to me by my friend Bear, who used to comment here to great effect before Google made it too hard to comment (or I am a digital moron, and can’t figure it out). This is not the first of the series, but the first I read at his recommendation, and I still think the best. His sustained lyricism in what is essentially a hard-boiled detective novel is hard to believe. But many great writers have one book in them or only one the publishers or public will permit. I read many of these before they became too similar for me and I felt had become self-parody.

Okay, I’m done. It hurt to leave out so many great novelists. First, a tribute to Lawrence Block, one of the greatest, original, and varied of all crime writers. He might be the best of the last half of the 20^th century. He had multiple heroes (his educated burglar, Bernie Rhodenbarr, the hard-boiled Matt Scudder, the greatest spy who ever lived (says me), Evan Michael Tanner, his ever-lovable hit man, Keller, and lesser series heroes such young Chip Harrison and the ethically challenged lawyer, Martin Ehrengraf. Each hero is different from one another more so than most writers can manage even twice. He also wrote many stand-alone novels and short stories, often under pseudonyms (he started his career by writing softcore porn). I only remember one book of his that I didn’t like much, A Small Town, which was, interesting, but just too sexual for my tastes. He also, long before fame, wrote the funniest book I have ever read other than Without Feathers, called Ronald Rabbit is a Dirty Old Man, set as a series of letters. 

I also have loved Tony Hillerman’s great Navajo novels featuring Joe Leaphorn and Jim Chee. I had to leave out Agatha Christie – AGATHA CHRISTIE! Arguably the greatest detective novelist of all time. In particular, I loved the Poirot novels, though Christie came to detest her character, but no one of her books made my list, although at least a couple would have made a top 50. Jim Thompson wrote one brilliant pulp fiction novel after another (The Getaway, After Dark, my Sweet, etc.), and some think he was the best. But, his books didn’t crack my top twenty.

Now that I made my list, I can’t stop grieving for those left behind, but, that is the nature of such lists. I never read a Dick Francis or Elmore Leonard novel I didn’t like. That doesn’t mean they aren’t great books too and others would prefer them or have them on their list. I was happy to see that of the American and British crime writers’ lists of best crime books (although I would not agree they were all crime books), I had read a large majority of them, because it means I likely have time in my life to read at least some of the rest (a few I’ve tried and they didn’t grab me like Ellis Peters, Ruth Rendell and John Dickson Carr). But, I am delinquent in trying Dorothy Sayers, Margery Allingham and probably most of all, Patricia Highsmith. And others. Hope to get to them someday. Admittedly, the pandemic is helping free up time to read, but, I’ve been doing more re-reading old favorites, which is not a bad idea either.

In any event, as they say in Italy (where, sadly, I’m probably not going to get to go this year), arrivederci.